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when trust doesnt exist
Thursday, April 15, 2010


before 5pm on April 15
i almost believed that my life is over,
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well i'm not gonna mention her name in this,
didnt wanna do any blog attack or wadever shit coz she was my bestie

at least i treated her as one...
i really can't believe wads happening today..
how i wish it was a dream and when i wake up i'll still see her in school with her are-you-late-again face...
but its all true..
no matter how hard i try to wipe those words off my head
there's a sound in my mind saying that ' she hates you now.end of story. '
and when you hold my hand and tell me you're alright
i almost believed it until 2.40pm
i found out that you actually backstabbed me
no words could describe my feelings
you didnt believe me.fine. maybe you're stressed out
you pretend that everything is okay.fine. maybe you dun wanna we both feel bad
you backstabbed me.with him.
how shud i react? babe it really is okay if u think i'm a bitch i still love you?
sorry thats not me, dun wanna pretend i'm alright with that
and the worst part is
after backstabbing me, founding out that i really had nothing to do wif that
you just went like everything is back to normal
telling me that you're okay now
its not like that,i'm telling you now i'm not okay
i'm sad,i'm hurted,i'm depressed
you wont give a damn
and you did not apologize for hurting my feelings like that...
did you know you just crashed my world into pieces?
ohh sorry i forgot you dont give a damn about wad happen to me
all you ever think of is that you're sad and you're hurted
wad about me?
have you ever consider about my feelings?
i know that answer.. NO

until alex and kitmun is here...
alex's junior passed away...
i felt so sorry for her and that girl...
someone murdered her... i curse the murderer to death!
and suddenly i realise something
why am i so sad because of one particular person?
i'm not gonna hate you
its not because i dont mind wad u did
its because i dont want to put you under the VIP category in my world
so wad u did wont hurt me anymore...
we're still friends... i guess...


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